.... and it all happened coz spoke up. I know its always good to express one's opinions, but yeah there are situations that might make you feel the other way round. I am not really trying to debate whether I should always express my opinions or not.. in fact at the moment I only trying to figure out what did I say wrong !!! Maybe I dint express it the right way... maybe I dint choose the right words, or heck maybe what I said was just absurd and mean.
I dont know what the reason was, but I wish the conversation never happened. I wish I had thought twice before speaking up. I should have thought how my words would make the other person feel. But then, I never really meant to blame or accuse. I dint mean to hurt... I dint mean anything at all. But what's the point now, coz I cant change what happened. I cant help it either coz I cant just get it out of my head so easily. So I felt maybe I should write it down, perhaps that might make me feel better.
I've been feeling worse thinking about it since a couple of hours now, and I just hope it gets better soon. I know you're feeling equally bad... and maybe I am making it worse by not being normal. I want to be normal but I just can't. Guess I just need to give it some time, coz its definitely one of the worst feelings i've had in a long time.
But yeah before I end, I need to add that I deeply regret what happened and ensure that I never do this again !
2 comments:
It dint happen coz you expressed yourself...it happend coz the other person either misunderstood or dint know how to handle criticism. Its not your fault and you know it.
You better not repeat the mistake again... You dont know how hurt I was...but anyways I forgive you...
Kids..Fighting over petty issues is it?
Dats cute.. :D
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